Alright..
passed my undang test in one shot..
job done..
going to listen the theory during the holiday between May and June, perhaps?
*skipped*
12 days more..
there's a full rehearsal..
totally crashed up with my working time..
fortunately..
mommy is letting me go..
ilymom:')
16 days more..
is getting nearer..
closer..
yeah..
our BIG DAY!
I can feel the tension..
my first and last huge performance..
Feeling so indescribable right now..
complicated man..
my mind is all blown up..
friendships..studies..works..
sigh.. I seriously need a listener..
right now..
I've changed?
they've changed?
or everyone'd changed?
don't you guys feel that we're slowly distanced?
I want to care, ask, solve, understand you all..
don't you all understand me?
stop giving me a perfunctory response..
I felt very uncomfortable.. seriously..
