Love your life :)

Write something in here..

actually is 1 of the ways to express feelings..

nahhh who cares..

as long as there's really have some changes in reality,

that will be more important and realistic..

this holidays we're busying with practices,

besides that we learnt some life lessons too..

a very big thanks to him..

I really appreciate and admire him,

I even take him as a good daddy..

unfortunately he don't have his own family, wife, children..

he sacrificed himself and sake of others' lives..

from impossible to possible, correct the imperfections..

gives motivation, inspired us..

he's a perfect instructor..

soon he'll be more successful in his life..

god bless and good luck to him :)

Firstly ;

you have to change yourself into a good example,

change all your bad habits,

give others happiness,

change your attitude, mentality,

upgrade your intelligent, thinking skills,

studies more to get knowledge,

get to know the world's histories,

train yourself eager to learn and make it as a habit,

no one will avoid the quantities of knowledge,

Basically we have to be ;

caring first,

then responsible,

have commitment,

next respect self & others,

and last be confident.

everyone wants to be loved, be cared,

then live with no complain..

be generous and flexibility,

be like a pistachios!^^

Time passed so fast as I unexpected..

10 more days will be Christmas!

and school reopen ._." O-M-G.

wait, we still have NEW YEAR 2014!

huhhh.. form 5 dy..

my last year as a secondary student..

sometimes when you're same class with your band mates is kinda awesome!

let me count.. my class already have 3 band members including me..

sc4.. I guess is 3..

sc 3 and sc 2 have few..

still have others classes..

ahaha..feel happy actually when we're gathered together..

I hope to live with you all sometimes.. ;)

I'm glad I have my juniors too~

sigh.. my time in this band is getting less and lesser..

have to enjoy every seconds..

we don't have to wait people to love us back..

seek for what you want, chase it..

rain-bow-text：）

My dearests aren't here for about 1000 days..

you're not here for about the ...th days..

so I think this problem is alright with me..

no matter you see this or not..

if you saw then you just understand more about me..

if you doesn't.. I don't mind..

I just wanna say, we didn't get along together..

you couldn't judge me by just around the 2 months time..

get along and stay together in one day..

is better than communicating through texts a thousand times..

I hope you don't understand me within 2 months..

those texts shit..seriously I hate that..

I hope you can understand me in reality..

but not through internet.. I hope to know you more..

although I'm just guessing.. imagining..

you said your FB has virus, and automatically removed me..

should I trust you that?..

if suddenly you didn't knew you removed your friends..

you'll add him/her back in a hurry for sure..

but you didn't as I know..

you unfollowed me in somewhere..

I don't know what makes you like this..

what so tough, hard, stress to think about..

just get along as a friend isn't difficult right..

take it easy bud ：）..

7 days more is going start my final exam :O

left 3 days to let teachers help us revisions..

Oh no.. form 5 journey is going to start soon..

graduation journey..

but still can't wait for next year!

is the first time in my life ：）

i ♥ PGS BAND ♥

Caption-less.

Bello! :B
Didn't know how long I've not been here..
Form 4's life kinda busy..
Beginning of the year seriously suffering!
Rush this rush that..
Now is already almost end of the year..
Final test first paper is SJ Paper 3 on 21st Oct. lol
and then 28th Oct continue our test..
Panic!
Can I really finish understanding the whole history book within a month?
I have only 1 month left..
I trust I can do it better!
If I want I surely can..
Have to stop CRAPPING around and is time to ACTION.
Uhggg..
Still managing what to do after my final test..
Have to concentrate on band again..
Prepare for next year ;)
Next year 2014 will be my last year as a secondary student..
I'm afraid I'm not willing to graduate..
Will leave the band family, school soon..
Fine, don't wanna think about that..

Yaiksss! Didn't update last few things..

I think start from the UPSI Indoor Competition?

Well.. I'm glad that we got a gold medal..

At least we know that what great we at currently..

I hope to join next year..

I don't have much time left in band..

Less than one year.. I'll be leaving :'/

What to do.. next year Form 5 dy..

*sigh*

Have to appreciate every single moment in band..

I don't mind busy for band stuffs this year and also next year?

my SPM result may be affected?

People always said that I never puts any efforts on studies..

I guess so.. These few days quite happened lots of thing..

Stress lai liao..

night!

dl.

还以为来真的，
约会很好玩吗?
不认真就算了，
不要唔声唔声吓我一惊..
忽然间觉得你很贱格，
你当我是什么?
试?
试什么理论?
我是你什么?
你神经啊!
你有了你就不要四处散播种子!
我就知道不会那么好..
不要再发梦了!

boringgg..

Heyloooo!
I'm here again..aha..
just because extremely bored..
well..left 1 subject to exam.. Account :)
tomorrow after band practice then go for tuition..



One day..
the girl's family went for a visit to the boy's family..
when they walked in the house..
outside have 4 sides of water fountain..
and also have 4 rottweiler puppies?
the puppies were really cute!
fluffy too..
and then they have a sit in the living room..
the girl was teasing..playing with the boy?
aha..quite sweet and lovely ;)
they love fighting too :P

EXAM WEEK.

Heyyy peeps!

suddenly feel like updating..ehe..

well..now is still exam period..

4 more days to go..!
and I can get back my freedom..

but is cruel to face my result..

Had a vacation in Thailand (Bangkok) last week..

the weather there is definitely different compared to Ipoh..

their transport most of them not fulfilling with petrol..

there have something like..natural gas?

one of our taxi driver asked us what is the petrol price in MY?

we said RM1.90..his reply was HUH? SO CHEAP?

Lol! but seriously Thailand's petrol price is higher than MY..

all of the people there used less petrol..

so didn't caused much air pollution..

their air environment is way better than Malaysia..

Malaysia's weather not really suitable for me..

I should migrate XD! *just kidding*

I'd miss my hometown :P..and everything..

I bought around 10 stuffs there..

total altogether around RM100 only..

one of the pork stick there in foodcourt,

cost only RM1.50! REALLY CHEAP LOL!

they don't need to earn any money dy..

okay..skip for these first..

tomorrow test English Paper 2 only..

but after recess have to chase up all my Sejarah notes.. :(

Thursday celebrate Teachers' Day..and only test Sivik..

another day to chase up my notes..

Friday is the day dy..

Sejarah and BC Paper 1.. :(

next Monday last day! Account!

hope to score A..but I didn't prepared enough yet..

exammm.

Exam is back!

*pffffffffff*

tomorrow start,

and then continue with 3rd May, 10th May and the continue week..

I'm not able to take test on 10th May :/

never mind..it's okay..haha

well..gonna have a vacation very soon :D

I will spend money wisely,

choose items with sharp eyes :P

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There's another story.

A story starts with..

One day, a boy dated a girl.

They met in a shopping complex.

Then, the girl saw the boy was shopping with his sister.

So the girl decided to wave at him and ask:" Hey! You want to buy shirt?"

That time the boy's hand was holding a polo-t.

He replied the girl:" No, I don't want too! Being forced to buy..haha.."

Later, suddenly the girl couldn't see the boy there! 

*I mean something like lost and not able to see him?*

So, the girl called the boy..

G:" Eh! Where you've been? Can't search you.."

B:" Oh, I'm at food court!"

G:" Where else you going after eat there?"

B:" Bowling."

G:" With your friends? Or alone?"

B:" Alone."

G:" Alright. I come and find you at the food court now."

B:" Okay :)"

When the girl went to food court and search for him..
She saw he was eating with his family at food court!

She was like..*OMG, why is he lying to me?*

So..she still went there and greet with the boy..

The girl sat in front of the boy..

stared at the boy and brain full of doubt..

His parents were sitting there too!

The girl was so embarrassing..

#THEAWKWARDMOMENT

then currently story ended.

*didn't know what are their relations..quite weird..*










come back to reality, stop expecting so much..
it will return back you disappointed..

*speechless*

Have been quite long did not updated here..

form 4 life is really not a honeymoon year..

guess what.. first time exam..

I got 3 subjects FAILED!

Moral, Sejarah and Ekonomi -_-

is hard to get A- and above dy.. :(

kinda bad feeling..

Sejarah I do really listen what teacher said, taught,

just I did not do revision ><

idk since when I became like this again!

Have a lot of things happened last month or..

this beginning month..?

*sigh*

that mobs make things worse!

umm.. and..

I've planned celebrate birthday with AC and XH on 30th March

too bad, XH have prefect camps..

soooo disappointed la..

plan ruined.. :'

maybe wait for next month again? haihhh..

why am I still sitting here and do nothing?!

go either sleep or do my leftover notes lar!

such a........me :(

很很很很很不懂我自己想怎样。

._.

I dreamed what I wish is all come true..
Duhhh, after woke up is just all not..
dun feel like making more troubles
make it clear before misunderstand



well, today is CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!
weeeee~ but don't have the feel yet...
tomorrow gonna collect angpaos and...
Tuesday I'll be leaving Ipoh again..
Saturday hope I can go for steamboat with bandmates..
Pangpang not here :/, Sha dunno yet..
update soon when I had photos! :)
HAPPY CNY!

2013..

my current wishlists in 2013 :)

- buy a pair of Uniqlo pants or jeans :3

- buy a pair of heels? any~

- buy a fluffy sweater? <_>

- end of the year could go overseas? lol

- umm..hope my babes will talk everything to me..

- become more happy ofcourse :)

- celebrate awesome birthday with my babes!

- have a happy celebration birthday of mine..

- family will be great and happy!

- twillbeback..

Lama tak jumpa :)

I think I have to updates something here..

although I'd create a new one..

although this blog's photos I'd accidentally deleted all..

but still the memories is here :)

the feeling is in here..

I couldn't bring away all these..

if I'm not mistaken..

if......

6modaesithink,

gunnab8muns..

everything started with if....

she asked me a question..

why last time I didn't give an exactly answer?

yeahhh...why..

haha...

once lost..

they'll never come back..

don't give up on something that makes you happy?

didn't know what else I can think, say...

should say is not easy to forgot..

is not easy to not caring at all...

maybe my opinion is still the same...

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you'd love me from the start

All those painful things you've put me through

But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you

I don't deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies