growing up?!

Sad to say..

I'm officially leaving my sec school..

and also my band.

SPM is over-ed,

will be taking the result on 3rd March.

returning the textbooks tomorrow,

will be back to school on someday practices,

if that guy didn't hire me,

probably I'll stick with my band this holiday;)

attend for the concert,

prepare for the coming exchange programme,

*coming year wishes*

- get satisfied results

- if possible, get me a car

- going for further studies?

- good workplace

- good pay :P *it's ok, as long as I love my job!

- get me a BRACEs *duhh it's optional!

- HK HK HK

BYE!

:) -> :| -> :/ -> :(

Alright..

passed my undang test in one shot..

job done..

going to listen the theory during the holiday between May and June, perhaps?

*skipped*

12 days more..

there's a full rehearsal..

totally crashed up with my working time..

fortunately..

mommy is letting me go..

ilymom:')

16 days more..

is getting nearer..

closer..

yeah..

our BIG DAY!

I can feel the tension..

my first and last huge performance..

"PHANTASIEREN 2014"

check out our Trailer :)

Feeling so indescribable right now..

complicated man..

my mind is all blown up..

friendships..studies..works..

sigh.. I seriously need a listener..

right now..

I've changed?

they've changed?

or everyone'd changed?

don't you guys feel that we're slowly distanced?

I want to care, ask, solve, understand you all..

don't you all understand me?

stop giving me a perfunctory response..

I felt very uncomfortable.. seriously..

Happy Birthday? ♡

1 hour 51 minutes more.. 21st January.. guess what.. is momma's big day ♡ She's 48 already.. when I was small, I always thought my mom is forever 39 years old.. lol.. kinda not logical minded.. ahaha..mom, sorry lar.. sometimes I pissed you off, and you pissed me off.. hahaha.. never mind.. I'll love you and stay by your side forever ;) I'll try not to make you angry.. btw do you know the time we're going to spend together are getting less? hmm.. 1 of the reason I sleeping late was.. I used to wait you and papa back home only I can sleep.. I must talk with you both and chat for a little while..only I go to sleep..

I seldom slept before 11pm.. except I'm really tired and sleepy.. ahhhh.. at whenever, wherever.. i miss you both so much.. I'll appreciate the times I spend with you both..

I want to own a HAPPY family.. I don't really want myself to get in many different relationships. I don't want complicated life..that's it..

Today we presented our slideshow of our coming concert.. give some speeches.. actually it's a great feeling when principal gives you a *thumbsup*but she's really troublesome.. hahaha!after so many troubles occur.. during recess time,we all are so surprised to see lcc there in charging of Scholastic Story Books. lol :P I thought today can take the book that I purchased dy.. sad to know today only submitted the form to the company -.-

tomorrow English Oral test is going to start.. Pn. Mariammah gave me a promotion :P

nowadays keep busying prepare for the event.. so she knew that la..we don't have time to prepare for oral at all.. unfortunately I drew group number 2 == but luckily we can skipped for once! *ngekngekngek..*

10 more days forward.. is CNY's reunion dinner.. as usual.. I'll staying at home again..my bro will be back from KL and grandma will be back from Johor on 29th :)) heard that she's staying in Ipoh for a short periods of time.. guess she'll be going back on May/June that holiday..

uhggg.. should stop typing.. suppose to do homework right now ._. how to rush my sejarah notes and let her check on THURSDAY?!

*godlike*

see you guys soon here!

buhhbyeee ♡

*PEACEOUT*

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PERAK GIRLS SCHOOL MILITARY BAND :)

Love your life :)

Write something in here..

actually is 1 of the ways to express feelings..

nahhh who cares..

as long as there's really have some changes in reality,

that will be more important and realistic..

this holidays we're busying with practices,

besides that we learnt some life lessons too..

a very big thanks to him..

I really appreciate and admire him,

I even take him as a good daddy..

unfortunately he don't have his own family, wife, children..

he sacrificed himself and sake of others' lives..

from impossible to possible, correct the imperfections..

gives motivation, inspired us..

he's a perfect instructor..

soon he'll be more successful in his life..

god bless and good luck to him :)

Firstly ;

you have to change yourself into a good example,

change all your bad habits,

give others happiness,

change your attitude, mentality,

upgrade your intelligent, thinking skills,

studies more to get knowledge,

get to know the world's histories,

train yourself eager to learn and make it as a habit,

no one will avoid the quantities of knowledge,

Basically we have to be ;

caring first,

then responsible,

have commitment,

next respect self & others,

and last be confident.

everyone wants to be loved, be cared,

then live with no complain..

be generous and flexibility,

be like a pistachios!^^

Time passed so fast as I unexpected..

10 more days will be Christmas!

and school reopen ._." O-M-G.

wait, we still have NEW YEAR 2014!

huhhh.. form 5 dy..

my last year as a secondary student..

sometimes when you're same class with your band mates is kinda awesome!

let me count.. my class already have 3 band members including me..

sc4.. I guess is 3..

sc 3 and sc 2 have few..

still have others classes..

ahaha..feel happy actually when we're gathered together..

I hope to live with you all sometimes.. ;)

I'm glad I have my juniors too~

sigh.. my time in this band is getting less and lesser..

have to enjoy every seconds..

we don't have to wait people to love us back..

seek for what you want, chase it..

rain-bow-text：）

My dearests aren't here for about 1000 days..

you're not here for about the ...th days..

so I think this problem is alright with me..

no matter you see this or not..

if you saw then you just understand more about me..

if you doesn't.. I don't mind..

I just wanna say, we didn't get along together..

you couldn't judge me by just around the 2 months time..

get along and stay together in one day..

is better than communicating through texts a thousand times..

I hope you don't understand me within 2 months..

those texts shit..seriously I hate that..

I hope you can understand me in reality..

but not through internet.. I hope to know you more..

although I'm just guessing.. imagining..

you said your FB has virus, and automatically removed me..

should I trust you that?..

if suddenly you didn't knew you removed your friends..

you'll add him/her back in a hurry for sure..

but you didn't as I know..

you unfollowed me in somewhere..

I don't know what makes you like this..

what so tough, hard, stress to think about..

just get along as a friend isn't difficult right..

take it easy bud ：）..

7 days more is going start my final exam :O

left 3 days to let teachers help us revisions..

Oh no.. form 5 journey is going to start soon..

graduation journey..

but still can't wait for next year!

is the first time in my life ：）

i ♥ PGS BAND ♥

Caption-less.

Bello! :B
Didn't know how long I've not been here..
Form 4's life kinda busy..
Beginning of the year seriously suffering!
Rush this rush that..
Now is already almost end of the year..
Final test first paper is SJ Paper 3 on 21st Oct. lol
and then 28th Oct continue our test..
Panic!
Can I really finish understanding the whole history book within a month?
I have only 1 month left..
I trust I can do it better!
If I want I surely can..
Have to stop CRAPPING around and is time to ACTION.
Uhggg..
Still managing what to do after my final test..
Have to concentrate on band again..
Prepare for next year ;)
Next year 2014 will be my last year as a secondary student..
I'm afraid I'm not willing to graduate..
Will leave the band family, school soon..
Fine, don't wanna think about that..

Yaiksss! Didn't update last few things..

I think start from the UPSI Indoor Competition?

Well.. I'm glad that we got a gold medal..

At least we know that what great we at currently..

I hope to join next year..

I don't have much time left in band..

Less than one year.. I'll be leaving :'/

What to do.. next year Form 5 dy..

*sigh*

Have to appreciate every single moment in band..

I don't mind busy for band stuffs this year and also next year?

my SPM result may be affected?

People always said that I never puts any efforts on studies..

I guess so.. These few days quite happened lots of thing..

Stress lai liao..

night!